Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Thursday, 5 May 2011

how do you compromise with the lack of motivation and deadlines that just keep getting closer

and closer

and closer

and closer




It's just unfair that I'm this badly unmotivated for the last project of the year :(

Writing this makes me feel more like a dork.

Saturday, 5 March 2011

http://www.style.com/fashionshows/complete/F2011RTW-MMARGIEL



...and they said lightning don't strike twice...

it did

three times


I'll show you how, very very soon.
Crazy

Thursday, 17 February 2011






"let go of what you know"





Friday, 4 February 2011

He's done it again...


My doodle
4/02/2011
11.30 am



from 3mm.tumblr.com
4/02/2011
2. 30 pm




Look at the details.
Say no more.


Sunday, 30 January 2011

Let me tell you something about who I am and who I used to be

same winter-wear, different year, different health, different body


oh, and just so you know. I met someone and we've been together for about 2 weeks now.
his name is Insomnia

Tuesday, 25 January 2011

blurry faces that keep me going

Friday, 3 December 2010

Oh, let's go to H &..whaaaat?

What??? Yogyakarta's traditional costume gone high street?

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Slow down, you crazy child
you're so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you're so smart, tell me
Why are you still so afraid?

Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?
You'd better cool it off before you burn it out
You've got so much to do and
Only so many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told..
That you can get what you want or you get old
You're gonna kick off before you even
Get halfway through
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?

Slow down, you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be
Before your time
Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight
Tonight,...
Too bad but it's the life you lead
you're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong, you know
You can't always see when you're right. you're right

You've got your passion, you've got your pride
but don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?

Slow down, you crazy child
and take the phone off the hook and disappear for awhile
it's all right, you can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize,..Vienna waits for you?
And you know that when the truth is told
that you can get what you want or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get half through
Why don't you realize,. Vienna waits for you
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?


Billy Joel//Vienna

currently: in need to slow down

Sunday, 17 October 2010

Changes

sometimes, you just have to enjoy them



currently: modifying my design concept

Friday, 15 October 2010

As you may or may not know, this month is the end of my first year as a Fashion student. Happy? No doubt. Satisfied? Ehh... with this one, I can't really decide yet. Since the beginning of the course, I have been questioning the methods of teaching that I've been offered. This year (Year 0) was meant to develop ourselves with the basics in fashion design, and I understand that we were supposed to conduct our learning independently. But, does being independent mean being let go completely? I guess my main concern was, were we asked to be independent, or were we neglected? To be honest I really don't want to say anything, in order to avoid being too judgmental.


Let's just get down to the facts. Throughout this year, we have been given project after project after project. And it's almost always like this; we were gathered at the beginning of the project to be given the project brief, and discuss it together. Then, we're off to do our own things. Starting from research, analysis, and finally compiling the whole thing in the sketchbook. Yes, we did have one-on-one tutorials with the tutor once a week to show our progress and found out where we had to improve. And at the end, we had the presentation - followed by written feedback and the marks sometime after.


There was one project that was a bit different; where we had to actually make clothes (remember?). And for that project - maybe because it was practical - we did get step-by-step instructions and constant assistance from the tutor. Maybe, this was what I expected. I expected to receive this kind of teaching for everything, e.g. sketchbook, because as I recall, for the first portfolio project, I didn't even have a sketchbook - where we compile our research and ideas, and the development until we came up with the final result - because I didn't know that it's crucial for such projects (bear in mind that some of the first projects weren't "design projects"). Maybe, because I had no idea about this year when I started, I expected that they would actually teach us on how to make a good sketchbook. Instead, I learned it by myself, partly by watching my classmates' presentations.


Are you getting what I'm trying to say here? Are you still awake?


Well I guess to sum up everything, I would say that I have no idea if I have done my learning correctly this year. If this is what being independent is all about then I have to embrace it, make the most of it, like it or not. Because I felt that all I've done this year was trying to be a good student; trying to make the teachers proud by fulfilling all requirements and whatnot. But I guess it's a bit different in my department. What's more important is to be a good designer, express my ideas and thoughts however I wish, without limiting myself to any "academic criteria" - well, NOT entirely.

I admit that I have learned A LOT this year. Let's see what will happen next year.


Have a good summer everyone!

*I know I will, because I'm going home to J.A.K.A.R.T.A :)




Dubai International Airport

June 2010

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

Wishlist

I want this... no, not the stand. But the whole 72 Copic Markers set :)
Saw it the other day at a local art shop, and it costs a good £180.
Okay, maybe I can get the set of 36 markers to start with, but still... it costs £90!
Why?

Thursday, 29 April 2010

freedom

when you are given so much, make sure you know what you want to do with it

... and it is not easy



Currently: Brainstorming ideas for final project which we have to create our own brief








Tuesday, 27 April 2010

TO LET

I've written a post with a same title on my group blog, Bus Tingkat Merah. But that's when we were still looking for a place for next year. Now, we have found one - and it's officially ours!

Lots of story behind this, we found a place that we like, we lost it, we went to see another house, we hated it...and so on

So, here are some pictures!


This is going to be my room - without the TV of course, and without the mess - a guy is living there at the moment.






These are the kitchen, and living room. Really nice compared to one of the house that we saw... let's just say, with that house you can't really walk barefoot - not because the floor is dirty but you will definitely get splinters because the wooden floor was kind of breaking off.

And, this house has a backyard as well :)

In September, I will be moving in with 3 of my friends: Ana, Maddie, and Meagan; and we are hoping that we can live here until we finish our degree.

So, what do you think?

Friday, 23 April 2010

Eco-reading

I'm very proud to say that I have found the perfect magazine!
As you can see from the picture it's called "Above Magazine: For the Earth"

Personally I think it's a combination between Dazed&Confused and National Geographic. What a unique combination, huh?

Basically this beautiful magazine shows the different approaches to protect the environment - or at least to be aware of what is happening at the moment. It has sections on culture, travel, fashion, architecture, art, beauty, food, music, living ... and the list goes on.


Friday, 26 March 2010

slow-paced


I'm thankful for the clear sky today, I can watch the clouds moving slowly and it calms me down.
Thank you

Tuesday, 23 March 2010

Role Model

The great artist whom I truly miss

Ratmini Soedjatmoko

see you in 3 months Eyang Mini
:)

Monday, 15 February 2010

ancient

The greatest feeling I had when strolling around Camden Passage, Islington, London; where all the 'hidden jewels' of vintage fashion reside. I was amazed by all of the different varieties of vintage garments, accessories, collectibles; particularly this one...


If they really are 90 years old, then the owner of the shop should really get an award :D The sequin robe looks beautifully ancient. I didn't even bother to ask how much it worth; or at least, whether they are actually selling it.

I definitely will return to this vintage heaven another day...


... with some cash ready, of course :)

Thursday, 11 February 2010



One of the most beautiful dresses I've ever seen, from the vision and passion given by one of the most talented designers in history


RIP Alexander McQueen
11 February 2010

Monday, 8 February 2010

Passenger Seat


I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes
And try to tell the difference
Between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home

"Do they collide?"
I ask and you smile
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter

When you feel embarrassed then I'll be your pride
When you need directions then I'll be the guide
For all time
For all time

Passenger Seat - Death Cab For Cutie

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

"huh, the irony..."

Ok, I admit that this is just confusing!

This week, I started reading 2 books;

The Culture of Fashion by Christopher Breward - which is actually part of the "Essential Reading" list that I got as a part of my new module, and...

Dematerializing: Taming the Power of Possessions by Jane Hamm
erslough - which I just got from my Dad (I asked him to bring it along when we met up in Holland).

Just to be clear, even before I held these books in my hands, I knew that I am interested in the subjects given by both books. BUT, what I didn't rea
lise until now is that each book contradicts the other. I realised that I am now living in a materialistic world, and I wont deny it that I can be very materialistic at times :p Thus, came my interest in reading a book to 'tame the power of possessions'; starting from my own. Before finished with the first book, I moved on to the second book - which the list I've just received recently. Laid out chronologically, this book brings the readers through the history of fashion throughout the centuries - including the external factors like the socio-cultural aspects. I started with the last chapter in the book, about the late-twentieth century; the present day. This chapter talks about how quickly the concept of fashion changes, and how the so-called contemporary fashion doesn't necessarily mean 'meeting the costumers' demands and needs'; even some are simply forms of aesthetics.

Reading these two books at around the same time, made me think; am I betraying my own values here? Not only as an observant, I am actually involved in the concept of "materialism". I am studying FASHION for God's sake! Even these 3 magazi
nes are becoming my most dominant periodical resource!
Yeah, so... I'm a little lost here...

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